When reality sets in.

I woke up at 3 this morning to go use the bathroom.I looked at myself in the mirror and it just hit me. Your going to have 2 kids. Your going to have to go thru sleepless nights, teething, stress of a new baby plus a 3 year old. wtf was i thinking?? im only 20!!! i know me and ray both said we wanted a baby but when i told him i wanted to wait...i got pregnant. what am i supposed to do about that? cant do anything.  im pregnant and cant change it now. i mean im happy and excited but im scared...and thinking how the fuck and i going to do this? its hitting me really hard, I know what my friend kayla was talking about now. like wow...im about to have 2 kids...how the hell am i going to do this? :/